Why I am slave of my father

1. Because he is narcissistic person 
2. He learnt a dominant in every work
3. He is unpredictable 
4. He want me to do things his way it doesn't mean I am wrong 
5. He is simp in outside world 
6. Because I afraid to confront him bcz he said many times in will die
7. Bcz I think what he will say
8. He control my what 
9. He control my how 
10. He control my when 
11. He control my where
12. He control my money spent
13. I can't put my priority first or say I am going to do this thing instead of what he gave to do things bcz i fear from him
14. I always freeze when going against them
15. I loose my nurvous system when it comes to my own goal and task which is not supposed to their own 
16. I always fawn and doing care for my parents feeling instead of mine
17. I still run by his decision of my life 
18. He still driving my car of life
19. Because I priorities his decision more than mine 
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