Fear of being authentic person

Fear response when I want to be authentic 

1. When I wanted to sleep when I am tired i feel fear to abuse by my parents 
2. I wanted to express my self but fear of being wrong 
3. When you are not in authenticity you will fear from unknown and feel anxiety 
4. Fear of abuse for going outside with friends 
5. Fear of abuse when talk straight to them
6. Fear of shame when you are meditate 
7. Fear of being guilty when you talked against to them 
8. Fear of being abuse when you are reading novel book
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