what narcissistic parent did to me

 Narcissistic person deeds

1. They kill your images 
2. They destroy my growth 
3. They are inconsistent in their emotions sometimes they give you happy moment and sometimes treat you like shit
4. They always show themselves better than you
5. They are playing victim card
6. They will not give you freedom to choose
7. They are always criticise you badly they make you feel worse than shit after they will give you task and criticise you
8. They will not give me to make my boundary and my space 
9. You can't make plan for future because they can destroy your plan by saying you can't do this and that
10. They makes you slave 
11. Actually they hack your nurvous system 
12. They can't see you happy 
13. They are always suspicious to you
14. They will not leave you alone to do your own things 
15. You can't support your family when need because you never did this
16. Whenever I tried to provide I used to freeze I my mind I don't know why
17. They always jealous with you